Alex,
It is just so heartfelt when a person can overcome. That is the greatest thing a person can do to "overcome" for Jesus and for the benefit of others. To me that was a great trial.
For thoughts, you might imagine horrific patterns of evil in many different avenues. For instance, in my case corruption took everything away we ever worked for. There was times I felt that it killed my soul to see what it did to my whole family, our web page I dedicated to my husband and children on the first page - it uprooted everything, nightmares, survival, and feeling of complete rejection for being faithful and to see my children fail with disbelief. I can't begin to tell what we went through. IF my husband was not a christian believe me he would have killed or had them killed. He comes from an area in U.S. where the rednecks are much spoken of. But he is a christian man and there is a point with Jesus in your heart that you do not cross Jesus. In fact Alex, most people are just like that. Then there are those that are called dead in spirit and walking around dead possessed by the devil. Those Alex are the ones that prey on innocent. Those are the ones that cross the line and Jesus is not in there heart. If Jesus was truly their priority they absolutely could not kill, they could not molest, there selfish desires are their first priority that they will do anything to appease theirselves but some I realize do not even begin to know Jesus or had the chance to. But you must realize that TS had every opportunity and with that great deed that he committed. He went to where he preyed on the most unsuspecting place to do it" People for God and their pllace of gatherings with the greatest sin of "family" protecting and the laxiness of forcing to get help for the situation.
So Alex, I thank you and for your heartfelt priorities of being an instument of rejection to this and swallowing self to come forth that this cannot happen to others. I also remember the mother's letter and prayed that all would have justice. Oh, and Alex I am not sure if I was a mother what my trial could have done to them if in their shoes. My son, My son!! Just let my priority be Jesus. To all the victims.
edited for corrections and double wording.